There Aint No Rain Tonight

Psychic after psychic used to tell me to just hold on until my 30s. They warned me that my 20s would be turbulent. They were. They were rocky, albeit beautiful. Well now I am here, in my 30s and have been for 6 months. I can already tell you that my 30s have been good to me thus far. I have done some incredible things, felt some incredible things, and met some incredible people.

I feel like I am much more settled in myself. I am far more sure of myself and happier. I am making better decisions regarding the poisons I do and do not let into my life. I have cut things out and built stronger things in their places. My boundaries are more solid then they have ever been. This all feels really good.

I can't be sure if some self-awareness has led me to make better decisions or if the universe is simply applauding my decisions. Either way, it is unreal. I protect my heart more than I used to. I'm starting to realize she is like a diamond. Precious and beautiful and can even cut glass. An intense creation beating inside my chest and inside my soul. I am ruled by my heart. It always wins the head vs. heart battle. Always. I feel finally inspired by this.

I wear my heart on my sleeve with pride, finally. While I experience a great amount of pain, the amount of beauty I get to see is worth the journey. This heart allows me to see the world in a way most people couldn't even imagine. It's a strange existence.

PS... the Nuggets are playing the Celtics right now. I am so conflicted who to go for but secretly am wearing my Celtics cap. It's currently 30-11, Celtics. Of interest and sadness.