It sure has been a while since I have been here... and you know why? Cause I have been happy! I have a horrible habit of letting my journaling and blogging fall by the way side when I have a smile on my face.
Maybe it's because people like to write to bitch, because of intense emotions, pain, willingness, drive... I would feel bizarre right now talking about how life is all sunshine and roses. When you describe how good things can get, it can appear to the outside that you are bragging. I don't want to brag. I just want to inform all you real people behind your computer screens, that I am actually pretty damn thrilled about things lately.
This is a pretty high high after all that was so low. I mean, I have a good job, a cozy house, a supportive family and friends...and don't forget those adorable kittens. Now I have found the perfect addition, something that brings the biggest of smiles to my face. I finally got the girl. The wonderful, kind, silly, compassionate, sexy woman that holds my heart and makes things happen in my pants. I smile as I write this sentence.
You know, she loves me. I love her. Once again, I am afraid to put all my eggs in one basket. I fear they all might shatter. I've been there before. Alas, I think this lady is different. Only time will tell. Right Buzz?
