Sunday, June 6, 2010

Procrastination Begins

Ha. School doesn't even start until Tuesday but I am already procrastinating. I have many chapters to read for my first class in Family Theory. I need to be reading. Nope, procrastinating.

Ok, guilt is setting in as I am writing so I better make this quick. Keep your fingers crossed for me as I move into the busiest week I have had in a long time. I will be just fine and shall report my progress as I go.

Am I nervous, only if I start looking at the week as a whole. All I need to do is take one day at a time. Tomorrow, I need to go to work and study. I can handle that. For sure.

My best to you all darlings...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

An Awakening

Why hello.

It's all beginning. Or ending. Either way, I feel more free. I love that summer is well on its way. I love that my heart is clear of clutter and reckless panic. School begins again next week. I am not looking forward to a 4 week intensive class while working full time, taking a weekend class, going to Pride, oh, and turning 30. It will be a busy month. I am enjoying this first week sans school.

With a clear head, I believe this summer semester to be even more...hmm....well, not enjoyable. Maybe just a little simpler and less dramatic. I am so tired of drama and abuse and gross situations. As I set those beside me and move forward, I hope I am able to shed many of my insecurities and fears. In due time, my friend. In due time.

I leave you with this:

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

With gratefulness...Liz