Here I am, resting in the land of ambiguity. Trying not to be nervous or impatient. I am just trying to sit in the moments, finding the beauty within every single event. If I begin to over think things, I panic. So, I am trying to remain calm. This is new ground for me, sitting in the ambiguity. It is a good lesson that I have needed to learn for a long time now and I am glad I met a marvelous woman to help me learn this.
Yes, you read that right. I met someone. She is kind and funny and intelligent and sexy. She makes me laugh and makes me think about things. She teaches me new ways of thinking. Ways that help calm me down. She says everything I've ever wanted to hear and more. She is a wise woman. I very much enjoy her.
She is helping me to realize I need to be calm and flexible and patient. Very patient. She is the most honest communicator that I have ever met and I am realizing that I need that in a relationship. I need someone direct.
I certainly don't know if this whole thing will go anywhere, but I sure am excited to find out. I like this woman. It's complicated, but she is beautiful in every sense of the word.
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