Yep, you guessed it. I mean my heart. It aches. Losing people in your life is hard. I'm at the point where I have no option but to walk away. Say good-bye after all these years. This is tougher than I thought it would be. No wonder I put it off for so long. But, alas, it is time to let go. This will be a good thing in the long run, or so I hope.
In my heart, I hurt. I feel torn apart and have a million emotions taking over my body: I am sad, angry, rageful, anxious, shattered, and perfect. I just need to hold onto letting go, and sit and watch it go. I have to hold on to letting go, no matter how much my heart is ripped apart. I have to follow through this time.
I hate that something that will be good for me in the long run, hurts so bad right now. I can make it through this pain. I've lost many things in this world and I can do this again. God grant me strength to make it without getting completely disheveled.
You can do it. We're right here with you!
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