The world is a vast expanse of nothingness, spanning as far as the eye can see. No one gives a damn where I have wandered to. I don't give a damn.
The phone rings, "Hello?"
"Hello" I repeat.
"What are you doing?"
I blank, I have no idea.
I sit puzzled. What am I doing? I have absolutely no idea. I look around. The television is on, but the sound is off. I sit in a strange upright position that is unfamiliar to me. I can't remember thinking about anything. It was if I had no idea. I had lost that unknown amount of time. It was just gone.
I'd like to fancy myself and say I was on a higher spiritual plane through meditation, but I can't prove that is the case. I wasn't meditating at all. Just sitting. Finally silent. It is the first time in my life I can ever remember my brain doing nothing.
The anxiety was gone for that brief moment. It was incredible.
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